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CONCENTRATION
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By
OLIVER
LUSTIG
Birkenau-Auschwitz
and Dachau Holocaust Survivor
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Mengele
Mensch
(Man)
Menschlichkeit
(Humanness)
Mitled
(Pity)
Moll
(1)
Moll
(2)
Musik
(Music)
Muslim
(1)
Muslim
(2)
Mutter
(1) [Mother (1)]
Mutter
(2) [Mother (2)]
Müde
Münzkammer
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Mengele
At
Birkenau-Auschwitz there were hundreds of
executioners who were involved in killing in a direct
way, so to say, who personally strangled detainees, shot
latter in the beachhead, tortured them and injected their
heart with phenol, who selected people for the gas
chambers or pushed them into the novenas of the
crematoria.
There was some other helping
them with the extermination. Some other many hundreds
stood on guard, hand on the machine-gun, day and night,
so that everything should go smoothly.
I didn't know their names. It
was only after liberation that I was able to learn about
a few, extremely few of them from published
documents.
Yet, I knew the name of one
executioner while I was There, at
Birkenau. He was the biggest of them all:
Hauptstrurmführer-SS Dr. Josef
Mengele. The Lagerarzt. The chief physician
of the camp.
The executioners could not be
known by all Häftlings. The victims
asphyxiated and then gassed in crematorium No 1 could not
see the executioners of crematoria No 2, 3 and
4.
One executioner, however, Ws
seen by and known to all over four million
Häftlings exterminated at
Birkenau-Auschwitz, by all the survivors of
the camp: Captain-SS dr. Josef
Mengele.
He was born in Günzburg,
Bavaria, on March 16, 1911.
If he were caught and put to
trial, then the over one million
Häftlings who had been killed and
burnt at Birkenau-Auschwitz would arise out
of their ashes and point their fingers at him. Over one
million fingers, in a stone-still gesture for ever, would
attest to the fact that he is former
Hauptsturmführer-SS Dr. Josef
Mengele, former Lagerarzt at
Birkenau-Auschvitz.
Steam-engines coming from towns
of all European countries that had been overrun by the
Nazis stopped puffing by the platform at
Birkenau. The unlocked wagons had poured
over five million deportees on that terminus platform for
four years. Some three-quarters of the newcomers were
exterminated within a few hours from their arrival.
Irrespective of how many trains arrived during one day or
one night, the man who decided how many people were to go
straight into the gas chambers was always the same:
Captain SS Dr. Josef
Mengele.
During the selection for the
crematorium, we stood naked in line. Someone would review
us, then his gloved right hand, with four of the five
fingers slightly bent, would move almost imperceptibly
pointing the forefinger at one detainee, who was supposed
to step out of the line, actually out of life, and step
into the death column the gas chambers waited for with
widely opened doors.
That someone was
Hauptsturmführer-SS Dr. Josef
Mengele.
In the vigor of life (he was
past 30), a tall, supple and imposing man, SS
Captain Dr. Mengele would always
dress for the selection review as if he were to attend a
ceremony: freshly shaved, an impeccably ironed uniform,
shining boots, and fine chamois leather gloves. He was
never in a hurry: humming a tune, hiss face serene, one
may say almost smiling, he would imperceptibly point his
right forefinger at one of us, who was supposed to step
out of line, actually out of life. He moved his
forefinger in a natural, calm, off-hand way, like a
director asking an actor to leave the stage.
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Mensch
Mensch &emdash;
man?! At Birkenau-Auschwitz there was no
such word. Nobody ever lettered it. There or in any other
concentration camp. It had been replaced by
Hund. Dog.
There was one exception though.
The camp at Sobibor. Häftling
Freiberg, a survivor from that camp, remembers that there
was an SS officer there who was being heard
saying Mensch! Very often. Mensch
was the name of his dog. He kept calling
it: Mensch! Man! And then incited it to
tear off the Hunde, the dogs, that is the
Häftlings.
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Menschlichkeit
Killers of unprecedented
ferocity, aces in mass extermination, the
SS of concentration camps had the impudence
of trying to justify their crimes by
Menschlichkeit, humanness.
They had disregarded and
trampled underfoot everything human, they had tortured
with hatred and delight, they had killed in cold blood,
grinning at the sight of heaps of corpses pilling up, and
when brought to account they had the impudence to talk
about Menschlichkeit, about
humanness.
Their insolence went so far that
even the gassing of millions of people -- the most
horrible crime mankind has ever know -- was presented as
a gesture of Menschlichkeit, of
humanness.
Standardenführer-SS
Franz Ziereis, commander of the Mauthausen
camp, was unequivocal about it: "The gassing facility at
Mauthausen had been built following an
order of Glücks1, in whose option it was
menschlicher, more humane, that the
detainees be gassed rather than shot".
When asked by prosecutor, during
the trial, whether he had introduced the gas chamber as a
means of mass extermination out of his own initiative,
Standartenführer-SS Anton Kaindl,
former commander of Sachsenhausen answered
in the affirmative, using almost the same words:
"[...] I have considered the installation of gas
chambers for mass extermination as useful and even more
humane".
Standartenführer-SS
Rudolf Höss, former commander of
Birkenau-Auschwitz, thought in his turn to
have been menschlicher, more humane than
others by the perfected way in which he had organized
gassing as compared to his comrades at
Treblinka, where he had been sent on an
exchange of experience: "[...] while at
Treblinka the victims almost always knew
that they would be exterminated, at
Auschwitz we tried to mislead them, letting
them believe that they would be subject to
disinfestation".
Admitting his crimes -- "I have
personally shot 300 people... gassed 172... hanged some
40" -- SS August Höhn, former deputy
commander of a concentration camp, tried, too, to display
his Menschlichkeit, his humanness. "Widam
was the first detainee I had to publicly hang in the
camp", he declared in front of the court. "During the
hanging the rope broke and then I shot him, as he was
still alive, lying on the ground". Emphasized with
terrible clarity by an SS man himself,
that was the kind of
Menschlichkeit, of humanness, the members
of the Totenkopf-einheiten, of the "Death's
Head" units, were able to evince.
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Lieutenant-General in the SS.
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Mitleid
Death Is My
Profession is the title of book Robert Merle
dedicated to the biography of Rudolf Höss, former
commander of Birkenau-Auschwitz. But death
was the profession of all SS men,
particularly of the Totenkopf units,
entrusted with the command and security of the
concentration camps.
The leadership of the
Reich tried hard to turn each
SS-ist into an unscrupulous man, a ruthless
sadist who would not know such thing as mercy, or
Mitleid, pity.
The famous regulations of the
Dachau camp, that served as a guide to all
concentration camps, stipulated as a fundamental
principle the following maxim: "Tolerance means
wackiness". And the tense of thousands of
SS-men in the famous
Totenkopfeinheiten, "Death's Head" units,
proved intolerant towards everything human. Das
Mitleid, pity, had been removed from their
souls.
Hitler had unequivocally
decreed: "We want to select a layer of new masters, who
should not yield to pity /.../". Das Mitleid,
pity, was completely ruled out particularly from
the extermination camps. Inside the barbed wire
enclosures there was no place for anything humane. The
SS would not start at the sight of
detainees struggling in the claws of death, or of heaps
of corpses. They would not be impressed by the blood
gushing from the wounds of a beaten detainee, or by the
blood puddle reaching their boots during a mass
execution.
Summoned in front of the court,
Hans Schmehling, Kapo of the gravediggers
at Mauthausen, declared: "One
afternoon there arrived two lorries full of corpses. A
comrade showed me that three of them were still alive. I
covered them with a blanket. One of them raised and asked
for water".
Schmehling reported to
Scharführer-SS Andreas Trum, chief of
the working department, asking his permission to take the
three survivors back to the camp.
Trum slapped Schmehling
in the face, angry at the latter's letting
himself softened by pity, and roared: "Don't you know
what you're supposed to do in such cases?"
Zutter, Trum's deputy, heard the
roaring of his boss and came in a hurry. When he saw what
was all about, he called an SS in the guard
and gave him a short order: "Take car of the three. Shoot
them in the backhand. We've no time to lose".
Three short stifled snaps and in
the two lorries full of corpses there was no move any
more. Indeed, in the concentration camps das
Mitleid, pity, was completely ruled
out.
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Moll
(1)
A member of the SS,
Moll cups a conspicuous figure due to the zeal he
evinced since the first days of his promotion as chief of
crematorium No. 4. When the ovens of the crematorium were
unable to cope with the great number of corpses, he would
have the corpses burnt in pits in order to prevent them
from pilling up. During peak moments he would roll up his
sleeves and give a helping hand himself by throwing the
corpses on the pyre. He was not a lazy man by all means.
His greatest delight was to see human blood gushing out.
His favorite job -- to shoot children in the
backhand.
At times, in spite of the steps
he had taken thousands of people -- women and children,
sick and old -- brought over straightly from the wagons,
were waiting for their turn in front of the gas chambers.
Because whenever several transports arrived at the
selection platform during one and the same day or night,
people crowded in front of the crematoria that proved too
small to engulf them all at the same time.
Moll used to walk
among all those people, talking to them in an attempt at
reassuring them and at preventing panic.
"Be patient a Your turn will
come soon. It won't take long... One can't do without a
bath. Cleanliness before anything else!"
Moll, the chief of the crematoria, would
unctuously say pointing at the door of the gas chambers.
People read again the inscription (in four languages)
Waschraum, bathroom, and got themselves
reassured.
If a little child cried,
Moll would take a candy or a piece of
chocolate out of his pocket and offer it to him or her
smilingly. Then he would tell the child's
mother:
"Give him (her) to me. I'm going
to find a toy for him".
He would gently take the child
from his (her) mother's arms and, while stroking the
little one's hair, would take him (her) into the
building. There he would enter straightly into the ovens
hall, take out his pistol, shoot the child in his (her)
backhand and then throw him (her) on the other corpses
burning in the crematorium.
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Moll
(2)
In the summer of 1944, when
transports of Jews deported from Hungary around at
Birkenau day and night, the gas chambers
and crematoria were under such great strain that
SS-men Forest, chief of crematorium No. 4,
was replaced for lack of energy and the required
organizational skills. His place at Crematorium No. 4,
and later at all crematoria of that camp, was taken by
Oberscharführer-SS Moll,
who showed remarkable zeal in the service of Death since
the very beginning.
Oberscharführer-SS
Moll was not only chief of the crematoria,
but also of the Scheiterhaufen, of the
pyres. In this latter "capacity", he had come fort with
an invention he was very proud of: he ordered that
ditches meant to drain the fat leaking from thousands of
corpses sputtering in the flames be dug on the bottom of
the pits, along the heaps of corpses. By spilling the fat
thus collected over the pyre of corpses he obtained a
"more complete and rapid burning". The commander of
Birkenau camp himself, Josef Kramer,
distinguished Moll, for the seal he was
evincing, with the title of Chef der
Verbrennung, chief of burning. In that particular
"capacity" Moll surpassed him self in terms
of cruelty. Doctor Nyiszli Miklos, who knew him well and
saw him in the "doing of his job" many a time says, in
his capacity as a physician and eye-witness of the crimes
perpetrated inside the crematoria, that
Oberscharführer-SS Moll was
undoubtedly the most wicked, most fierce
and most cynical criminal throughout the Third Reich.
Here is his account about Moll: "During the
selection made on the platform he often happened to see a
young strong woman stubbornly wanting to pass along with
her mother into the left column. Then he would shout at
her and order her to stay in the right column (the one
meant for the gas chambers -- O. L.).
Oberscharführer Mussfeld, chief gun of
Crematoria No. 1, used to soot a second bullet in the
beachhead of a victim if the latter would not die from
the first bullet. Oberscharführer-SS
Moll did not lose time with such trifles.
In his case most of the victims are thrown into the fire
alive. And woe to the Sonder-ist through
whose fault the victims1 "conveyor" between
the changing room and the pyres stops, making some gunman
on the edge of the ditch stand jobless for a few moments
while waiting for his next victim.
Moll is
ubiquitous. He runs tirelessly from the changing room to
the pyres and around the burning ditches. Most of the
victims put up no resistance, letting themselves to be
dragged to the pyre. They are paralyzed with terror and
probably unaware of what is going on. It is particularly
the case of old people and children. But there are also
young people who put up resistance out of an instinct of
self-preservation that has reached the paroxysm of
despair. If Moll notices such a scene on
the human conveyor, he takes his pistol out of the
ever-open bag he carries at his belt. One shot, usually
from a distance of 30-40 meters, and the recalcitrant
victim falls to the ground".
Janda Weiss from Brn contributes
to the rounding off of this portrait by adding:
"Moll took a great pleasure in having neked
women sit on the edge of the pit, and then watching how,
shot in the abdomen, they rolled down into the fire. Once
Moll killed a family of six persons: he began by shooting
the youngest child, then, one by one, the other children,
and finally the parents who had witnessee the whole
scene".
Moll spelt
terror to the Sonderkommando as well. He
would squeeze his victim with the oven door or would
throw him waist high into the fire, leaving his upper
half outside, threatening with the same punishment all
those who would not promptly fulfil his orders. On other
occasions, he would spill gasoline over the clothiers of
some Häftling and then chase him with
a whip through the yard of the crematorium until the
miserable man "ran into the wire"1.
Oberscharführer-SS
Moll, proudly boasted that he would have
thrown his wife and into the oven had the
Führer asked him to do so.
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Musik
In camp E at
Birkenau there was nothing that might
remind one of his previous life. Nothing that might
reassure you that a different life from that of a
Häftling had existed before and still
existed. In the camp there was no tree. No blade of
grass. The sky, covered by a thick black smoke screen day
and night, was not crossed by any bird. No bell ringing,
horse neighing or child shriek ever reached
us.
In camp E at
Birkenau, like as a matter of fact in all
Nazi concentration camps, contacts with the outside world
were forbidden. Out of billions of proofs of human
civilization, out of billions of beautiful thing
pertaining to it only one was allowed by the
SS-men to enter the camp: die
Musik, music.
While selecting the detainees
for the crematorium Captain SS Dr. Mengele
used to hum arias from Tosca. At times from
the Merry Widow.
At Buchenwald it
was a pleasure for Dr. Hoven Waldemar to enter the
Rivier and send a dozen of
Häftlings to the "other world" by
injecting them with Evipan sodium. He would leave the
Revier cheerfully whistling the tune:
"Another beautiful day is gone".
At Sachsenhausen,
to quote from the deposition of
Standführer-SS Anton Kaindl, former
commander of the camp, "During the fictitious measurement
of a detainee's height, the victim was shot in the
backhoe through a shot made in the measurement plank. In
the adjoining room, where the bullet was shot from, a
gramophone was playing". Asked by the prosecutor why they
needed music in the adjoining room, Heinz
Baunkötter, former chief physician of the camp,
answered: "The gramophone there played a march so that
the next detainee should not hear the shot killing the
inmate who had preceded him".
Standartenführer-SS
Ziereis, former commander of the Mauthausen
concentration camp, admitted in his deposition: "The
commissars and political deputies were gathered in the
back of an isolated barrack and from there, against the
background of a roaring radio, they were taken, one by
one, through a dark corridor into the execution
room".
When the exhausted labor
detachments returned to the camp in the evening, caring
along that day's dead, they were welcomed at the camp
gates -- this happened in almost every concentration camp
-- by a small band mounted on an improvised platform who
played either a military march or a funeral one,
according to the commander's whims.
During the earlier years of
Birkenau-Auschwitz, the transports of
detainees and deportees arriving at the death platform
were welcomed with music. As Mrs. Vaillant-Couturier, a
former deportee from France, stated before the
international military tribunal in Nürnberg, that as
date as in 1944, "in order to atmosphere during
selection, a band consisting of young beautiful deportees
wearing white blouses and dark blue skirts played gay
arias from the Merry Widow, the barcarole
from Hoffmann's Tales, etc".
Of June 9, 1944, when I arrived
at Birkenau-Auschwitz, along with my
family, the selection for the gas chamber was done
without musical accompaniment. At the time trains kept
arriving at the death platform day and night, and the
camp had only one band.
Or was it because the
SS-men had began to realize that die
Musik, music, would not cover the sobbing, shouts
and curses of the huge columns going from the platform
straightly into the gas chambers.
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Musulman
(1)
All Häftlings
in concentration camps looked indeed frightful. Dirty
rags hanging on emaciated bodies, livid faces,
red-rimmed, sleepless eyes, sunken cheeks smeared with
mud and blood. Because or the lack co water, we did not
wash ourselves for whole months, our clothes -- never.
Our gate was heavy, our looks blank. The official
designation Todeskandidaten -- candidates
to death -- suited us to perfection.
And yet, there still was some
way to go in order to reach the limit of human
degradation. In all concentration camps the
Häftlings who reached it were called
Muslims. The only exception was the women's
camp of Ravensbrück where the women in
the most deplorable state were mockingly called
Schmuckstücke -- jewels. Germany
Tillon, a former detainee at
Ravensbrück described in her
recollection memoirs the "frightful digression" of these
Schmuckstücke, "jewels", "looking like
skeletons, in rags, covered with suppurating wounds, itch
and gazing pointlessly, blankly".
After several years of hunger,
of hard labor, helplessly enduring the cold and the
diseases, the beating and torturing which sometimes
lasted for whole days and nights on end, broken down
nervously, the detainee lost some 30-35% of his weight
and finally reached the state of Muslim,
weighing no more than 30 kilos, sometimes even less,
looking like a mere skeleton. From the sunken eyes all
traces of life withered away: the eyes were blank, dim.
The Muslim looked like a living corpse with
open eyes.
Professor Robert Waitz, a former
deportee to Auschwitz, makes a description
of a Muslim: "He was fagged out, both
physically and mentally. He walked slowly, with a blank
or sometimes anxious look in his eyes. His thoughts were
utterly confused. The poor miserable no longer washed him
self, no longer sew his buttons. He passively endured
everything, unable to fight, unable to help anybody. He
gathered the spilt food from the ground eating the soup
spilt over the soil and turned into mud. He looked for a
potato peeling, cabbage leaf into the dust bin and when
he found one he ate it, dirty and raw as it was. No one
could ever forget the image of some Muslims
fighting for such food. He soon turned into a thief,
stealing bread, or shirts or shoes. But, as he was an
unskilled their he was found out quite often.
Once in the sick room, he tried
to get near a dying man whose death he concealed in order
to get his ration of food, too.
He had his golden crown or
golden teeth pulled out to exchange them for a piece of
bread; more often than not he was cheated.
Unable to resist his desire to
smoke he bargained his bread for tobacco..."
At
Birkenau-Auschwitz, the Muslim
lay all day long on the Appellplatz
in front of his barrack. Weak as he was, he could hardly
drag himself out of the barrack, each step begging a real
torture. Most often it was death that saved him from
standing at attention during the endless
Appells.
His physical decay was matched
by his mental degradation. After he had lost all hope,
physical degradation followed.
The Muslim lost
his power to think, to reason, to react. From all
feelings and impulses he had experienced during his life,
there was only one he was actuated by: fear.
No matter how much the
Muslim tried to get out of the way, no
matter how much he isolated himself, all
Blockältestes and
Vertreters all SS-men hit or
kicked him whenever they came across him. He felt neither
hunger, nor thirsts any longer, he only felt the pains
and burns of the riding whips and kicks and was actuated
only by fear, fear of the
Blockältestes and
Vertreters and SS-men. Out of
everything that is human, when he stepped into death only
fear accompanied him.
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Musulman
(2)
Once you entered concentration
camps a long ordeal began. It was absurd to believe that
you could come out alive when a professional killer was
watching your every step. And yet, you had to believe, to
hope, to fight for your own life. When hunger, thirst,
diseases, lice and cold curbed down your strength and you
began to no longer fight them, death was looming
ahead.
The Muslim starved
and weak beyond all limits -- autopsy showed that all his
organs, including the heart and liver, shrank -- had
given up the struggle for life. He no longer cared even
about the lice swarming over his body, covered with
infected wounds. He was no longer able to ascratch.
Friendless and abandoned by the other
Häftlings who considered him
altogether lost, he wandered in his mind speaking
senselessly. Sometimes he imagined himself free and
called his parents and brothers, to come to him, as he is
tired and can no longer move.
No longer completely alive, the
Muslim was dead yet. Neither a human being,
nor a corpse, but somewhere in-between, in a state
unknown elsewhere outside the concentration camp,
impossible to understand or image by anyone who did not
go through a concentration camp.
The moment when a
Häftling became a Muslim
he irreversibly left the living and headed for death.
Recovery was unconceivable. The only question was long
the road to death will take. I saw hundreds, thousands of
Muslims lingering between life and death:
friends, fellow-inmates, acquaintances,
Häftlings coming from all the
countries of Europe. They died, all of them. Even those,
extremely few, who survived till liberation, died during
the following
days. There was none to help
them immediately. They did not have any
chance.
There is only one exception that
I know of: my cousin H... I was in Birkenau,
in camp E, barrack No. 21. My
cousin was ill, he had pneumonia. It was summertime. The
sun was burning hot during the day the nights were cold.
We were sleeping on the bare cement, as in barrack No.
21, the famous Kinderblock, the block of
the children, there were no bunks. During the day he lay
in the mud as closer to the barrack wall as possible, not
to be trampled under foot by the hundreds of
Häftlings who crossed the
Appellplatz. He coughed awfully and had
unbearable pains. He could no longer go to the
Waschraum -- lavatory1. Dust and
perspiration mingled turning into black crusts covering
his emaciated face and body. His friends had abandoned
him considering him utterly lost. They not even talked to
him as his morbid ideas either frightened or annoyed
them, the more so as they had to admit that his logic was
perfect. My cousin no longer cared if he was listened to
or not. When his cough forsook him for a few minutes he
expressed his thoughts aloud: "What's the use of enduring
all this? We shall not come out alive. Our stubbornness
to live one more day, one more week or one more month is
nothing but stubbornness to prolong the pain which we
shall escape only in the crematory". He slowly raised his
hand and pointed to the chimney of the crematorium, but
he did not have enough strength and let it
drop.
I was the only one who continued
to talk to him for hours on end. I was four years his
elder, he was one of the youngest in the barrack. I used
all my imagination to find all sorts of destinations --
bakery, washroom, workshop-factory -- to that building
which sent forth through its chimney huge flames that
terrorized him all day long and made him cry in his
sleep. I had the feeling that he was not listening to me,
that he followed his own thoughts. However, sometimes he
cut me short: "O.K. Let's admit that you are right. That
they are not crematoria, that my mother was not gassed,
that my sisters are still alive, that all our relatives,
our uncles and aunts, out cousins are living in other
camps..., but tell me how do you think we would meet
after the war?" "The Red Cross will organize an exchange
of lists among the camps". "Do you think that the Red
Cross which is abandoning us completely without even
giving us aspirin, would care if I don't find my mother?"
"It will be different after the war". "And then, what
lists when we have never been registered, not even
assigned a number". "The complete lists will be drawn up
on the day of liberation:" "What about the dead? Do you
know, does anyone in the barrack know who they were, what
was their name, where did they come from? Does anyone
know who died yesterday, who was killed the day before
yesterday, who ran into the barbwire fence on Sunday,
those who had been killed in early summer in bur barrack,
in all barracks and in all camps?... If I don't wake up
tomorrow and after the Appell I am carried
away by the Leichenträger, how will my
relatives find out when, where and how I
died?"
It was very difficult to answer
the questions of my cousin whose sharp insight and
accusing lucidity, whenever he talked about our destiny
confounded me.
His end seemed to be near when
one late evening a Dutch Häftling
doctor entered the barrack. Something like that had never
happened before. As we were not working but waiting to be
selected for work or crematorium, our sick were no longer
taken to the Riever but directly sent to
the gas chamber, so it was quite unusual for a doctor to
enter our barrack. The Dutch doctor was given the cold
shoulder and looked with suspicion. But I, who knew that
my cousin did not have any chance, asked the doctor to
see him. The doctor examined him and after a moment of
reflection took two pills out of his pocket and told me:
"Give him one now and the other in the morning. If you
want him to live take off your rags and lay him on them.
Hide him during the day not to be taken to the
Rivier. Tomorrow I shall come again". And
the Durch kept his promise. He came to see him every
evening for a whole week, bringing two pills each time.
Soon afterwards H... recovered. We left Birkenau
with the last but one transport. We parted at
Lansberg. We met after the liberation. He
had become a doctor himself, had a family and everybody
considered him happy. Nobody knew the traces left on his
mind and body by those nights when hungry, deserted and
brining of a fever of 400 he lay on the bare
cement of barrack E of
Birkenau.
All of a sudden H... got sick.
He turned despondent, reserved and lonely. He was
interned into a sanatorium. The doctors argued that the
treatment must be applied under strict medical
surveillance, an ambulatory treatment was out of the
question. But he contended that he wanted to go home by
all means, that he couldn't bear to stay in hospital for
another day. His family appealed to me to persuade him
stay in hospital. I did not know he had got sick, and as
soon as possible I went the hospital to take to him. His
first arguments sent chills down my spine. His state of
mind was similar to that in the camp. "There's no use in
giving trouble to my family... I shall never recover...
you know it as well as I do, but they don't know it cause
I have never told them what I had gone through. The truth
is, and you don't know it, that I have survived but never
recovered completely. Then, there something irreversible
happened to me. The doctors tell me that if I remain in
hospital I shall recover. But I am a doctor myself and
know I shall never get well. Certainly, with great
efforts I would drag on for some time but I shall be a
burden to my family, I shall give them trouble and I see
how they worry over me trying to understand my inner
struggle which I can no longer hide".
Trying to hold my feelings under
control, to be calm and patient, I started to talk to
him. After a couple of hours -- probably the conversation
made him weary or he did not want to hurt me -- he gave
in. "All right. I shall stay in hospital, I listen to
you".
Two days later, my cousin put on
his dressing gown over his pyjamas and went to have a
walk in the garden of the sanatorium. He climb the fence
and made for the first block, he climbed the stairs to
the 11th floor and threw himself
down.
The broken body of my cousin
confirmed me with several decades' delay that a
Musliem cannot come back to a normal life.
It was a summer day, like then...
there..., at
Birkenau-Auschwitz.
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Mutter
(1)
The word Mutter,
mother, had nothing to do with the language of
the concentration camps, the language of death. The
SS was decided to destroy not only the word
as such, but the very essence of what
Mutter, mother, meant. For that reason
pregnant women and mothers with little children were sent
without exception to the gas chambers, on the very day or
night of their arrival at
Birkenau.
Nevertheless, I made up my mind
to include the word in my Camp Dictionary, because during
my four months' stay in Birkenau, in
barrack No. 21 surnamed Kinderblock, the
children's barrack or camp E, comprising
teen-agers who had escaped death during the great
selection on the platform, "mother" was the word uttered
most often at night. I heard it told in almost all the
languages of Europe. Children beaten black and blue by
Kapos and Blockälteste,
children tortured by hunger, fever or disease, children
who were dreaming beautiful dreams or were heaving
nightmares, all children in barrack No. 21 cried "mother"
in the night stroked through by the flames of
crematoria.
Some cried it out loud to banish
their overwhelming fear, others murmured it softly like a
prayer, begging for pity. None of us said "I'm hungry",
or "I'm cold" or 'It hurts", or "I can't breathe", or 'I
can't stand it any more". We all cried "Mother",
"Mother
".
I decided to introduce the word
mother in this dictionary also because
during the carrying into effect of the "Final Solution"
it was they, the mothers who suffered the
most.
In Horthyst Hungary, therefore
in Northern Transylvania conquered by the Horthysts as
well, prior to ghettoization and deportation, Jewish men
between 20 and 45 years of age were rounded up in forced
labor and punishment detachments and sent to Ukraine
where six out of seven died.
Therefore it was mothers who
during the night of April 4-5 1944, alone, white with
fear, with no comfort from their husbands sewed with
trembling hands the yellow star on the coats of their
children, filled with the sing of death. It was they,
mothers who on May 3, 1944 at daybreak jumped out of
their beds when the Hortyst gendarmes hit with rifle
butts in the doors of all Jewish houses throughout the
villages and towns of Northern Transylvania. It was they,
mothers who raised their infants from the cradle, who
awoke the children, helped them to dress and make their
bundle, leaving everything behind and setting out towards
the ghetto in less than an hour.
In the ghetto of Cluj, along the
brick drying sheds "arranged" for sheltering 18.000
people ("rooms" were separated by some sheets
substituting the walls) one could hear the mothers'
heart-rending outbursts of despair:
"Oh, Lord! What shall I give
them to eat tomorrow?"
"Why do we bring children into
the world if we cannot help them live?"
"Isaac told me to treasure our
daughter as the apple of my eye. What shall I do? How
could I protect her?"
"Doctor, please, I beg you, I
beseech you, give me some poison, some of the strongest,
I need it for my daughter
In case of need
I
don't want to let them rape her
"
It was mothers who had to get on
wagon with their whole families, children, sick and
helpless old and set out to the unknown. In the over
packed wagon in which 80-90 persons were crammed with bag
and baggage -- blankets and dishes, trunks and toys,
umbrellas and pegs, buckets and food -- the air was hot
and stifling, the reek unbearable and people clamored
like mad. And in that hell on wheels, for four days and
three nights, mothers kept in asking, begging for
air
water
a piece of bread for their
children.
And it was still they, mothers,
who getting off the train on the platform of
Birkenau after such hellish four days and
three nights, took their infants in their arms and the
older children by the hand and stumbling with fatigue
joined the column on the left looking with
scared and sleepless eyes at the endless rows of
garbed-wire fences, at the sea of people in streaked
clothes, at the SS-men in the watch towers,
holding guns in their hands, ready to pull the trigger at
the children helplessly dragging themselves towards the
gas chambers. While moving away, those in the left column
-- men and women selected for work. Then, feeling that
their end is drawing near, they started to cry, to pray
or to curse.
In that unusual atmosphere --
Rudolf Höss, the commander the
Birkenau-Auschwitz camp was to say at his
trial -- the children of early age started to whine. But
when their mothers or the men in the Kommando
hushed or caressed them, they stopped crying and
walked towards the gas chambers playing with some toy, or
playing pranks.
"Sometimes I noticed women who
were filly aware of the fate they had in store and
although you could see the fear of death lurking in their
eyes, they still had strength to make jokes with their
children and to reassure them".
Not once have I heard young
people blaming the Jews herbed towards gas chambers for
lack of courage, inadmissible passiveness. As one who saw
with his own eyes for days and nights on end the endless
dragging of always another left column towards the
crematorium precincts, I maintain in all earnestness that
in the vestry of the gas chamber a mother threatened with
the riding whip or cudgel to strip naked and to undress
her children alongside another two thousand mothers,
children's, old and sick men, needed far more courage
when entering the gas chamber to control herself and not
burst out into hysterical crying, but take the children
in her arms, caress them and sop in together smiling in
defiance of death, than to face some Kapos
or SS-man which would have trigged off
their instant slaughtering in the vestry
itself.
Those mothers who had the
strength of entering the gas chambers suckling their
babies or huddling their children although their bodies
were shaking and their eyes were wide with fear would
always remain in my mind as matchless
heroines.
There also were mothers whose
children went to the gas chambers together with their
grandparents while they were selected for work. Tens of
thousand women of northern Transylvania over packed in
summer 1944 the barracks of camp B. II C. One thousand
two hundred were crammed into each barrack. The women at
Birkenau had always been maltreated with
unimaginable cruelty, as shown by the authors of "The
Factory of Death":
"The SS women
guardians often punished the women ordering them to stand
by the gate. The woman found guilty had to stay
motionless near the camp gate in the close vicinity of
the watchtower, wherefrom they could control her. In case
she moved, her punishment became more severe. She had to
kneel on the grovel holding stone in her hands stretched
forward. If she dropped them she was given a severe
beating. Women were usually punished after the
Appell, after they came back from work.
They had to stay by the gate till late at night, no
longer being given food".
Whit their close-cropped heads
and emaciated bodies women moved among blocks like some
ghosts. The heavy clogs on their sore feet often stuck
into the soft earth. Then, those women dressed in rags
used their last drop of energy helplessly trying to pull
out their foot. Beaten and humiliated by the
SS women guardians or the other detainees,
who held various functions, they fell into the mud, and
were left in the ditches along the road. There they lay,
till roll call and there they expired, unable and
unwilling to cry for help.
But above all, mothers selected
for work were tortured by remorse, by the thought that
they had left their children with their grandparents
while they themselves escaped the gas chambers. They felt
guilty.
Doctor Anna Köpich, a
deportee of the ghetto in Cluj was one of the thousands
mother whose husband had been taken away in a forced
labor detachment. On the platform of
Birkenau their child, Gyuri, took his
grandma by the hand and together they went to the gas
chamber, while Anna was selected for work. She was lucky
to be assigned to a Revier and survive.
During her few spare moments there, in the Rivier,
she committed to paper her thoughts, writing to
her husband of whom she did not know whether he was still
living or not: "Believe me, my darling, that I cannot
hear it any more. My strength has failed me. I feel like
crying out my whole pain, everything I have stifled month
after month, hour after hour, for two years since we
parted
The mere thought that I'll pour out my
suffering and you'll understand me it's already
comforting me. Because I must tell you something from the
very beginning. Beside the agony I have gone through
everyday, here, in the shadow of the crematorium, there
is one pain that exceeds all the others, lying heavy on
me, crushing and choking me. Yes, I feel guilty and I
keep asking myself: Have I done everything to save our
child's life? The thought that you will not understand,
that as you haven't been here, at
Birkenau-Auschwitz, you will not be able to
understand what and how things happened gnaws at me,
torments me, breaks my heart. I don't want to defend
myself, I don't want to beg you, I only want to retell
the events as they happened, without reasons,
justifications, leaving it with you to judge as husband
and father
"
I think, I fully believe that
those mothers who did not yield, did not grow mad, did
not commit suicide, but plucked up all their courage to
sew the yellow star on their children's clothes, to enter
with them the ghetto and fight there for their survival,
without despairing and without crying in front of them,
to go together with them through that ordeal of the
journey of no return from the ghettoes of northern
Transylvania to Birkenau-Auschwitz, to
enter with them the gas chambers, shaking all over and
with a deadly scared look in their eyes, but still
stroking and smiling to their children, indeed, these
mothers can only be appraised as matchless
heroines.
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Mutter
(2)
During the very first night at
Birkenau, in camp B II E, I heard an
elderly Häftling saying: "You'll never
see the ones you have parted with
If you went
outside you could still see them rising up to sky, turned
into smoke". All that night and many other nights I kept
thinking of mother. I remember her face, as she made the
first steps towards the gas chamber in the column on the
left. He image was blurred because in these last moments
when we could still have looked at each other she would
only cast a glance at us, hastily turning to the little
ones, as if someone were trying to snatch them away. She
held tightly Valentin (the youngest, he was only eight)
by the hand and as if that weren't enough she looked at
him all the time, afraid that she might lose him in that
terrible crowd. She also looked after the twins, Cornel
and Cornelia, begging them not to move off, although they
were walking by her side.
My mother's face was glowing
with perspiration. When the wagon doors were slang open
and she heard the order "Alles dort lassen!"
(Leaves everything on the spot), mother grabbed a
backpack, untied it and started to throw out things,
angry because of not finding the pullovers. She hastily
rummaged for them and kept repeating without looking at
us: "Put on as many clothes, even your overcoats!" "But
it's summertime now, it's warm outside" Valentin said in
amazement and seeing the other children freely moving on
the platform no longer had patience to stay in the wagon.
"Keep silent and listen to me!" mother told us, although
we, the elder ones, astonished at the and less rows of
barracks, the thick barbed-wire fences and the sea of
people wearing streaked clothes, swarming among the
barracks and the barbed-wire fences, did not dare to
utter a single word. After a while mother gave up looking
for the pullovers and took out a loaf of bread hidden
long before in a suit-case and as she no longer had
patience or tome -- the order "Alle heraus!" Everybody
out! sounded more and more threatening -- she tore it up
into seven pieces. She tried to slide one into father's
pocket, but he, noticing that she didn't make a portion
for herself, did not let her do it. Then mother gave it
to Valentin, but he would drop it when jumping off the
wagon. We got off the wagon all at a time. The platform
was so crowded that to end and look for something lost
meant risking to be trampled over.
Families who took out their dead
or sick put them under the train, lest they should be
trampled underfoot. Mother got off with difficulty --
during the four days and three nights' journey she had
often complained that her legs were aching because there
was no room to stretch them out -- but she was not
whamming, she only tried to wipe perspiration off her
face. She fretted for not having managed to take along
more of our belongings and she kept asking now one, then
the other, how many shirts we got on, or whether we had
handkerchiefs, she told us to button up our coats and
take care of the piece of bread as who could tell when
old we be given something to eat.
I watched her going away
together with the twins and Valentin, caught up in that
strange column of old people stumbling at every step and
able-bodied ones carrying a dying brother or father, of
children crying after the toys they had left in the
wagons and young women smiling happily because they were
allowed to take their babies in their arms. I followed
mother with my eyes but I was unable to see whether her
face was wet with perspiration or dripping with tears.
Some people ran forward not lose, others lagged begin, as
if devoid of strength, or to cast a last scared glance at
our column, at those they were parting with. Mother's
face showed intermittently among those of other faces
passing by her. Whenever I lost sight of her I felt
tempted to rush towards her and find her in that dreadful
throng, having the strange feeling that if I no longer
her it would be forever.
But I could follow her white,
blue-dotted heater chief, for a while, till squeezed by
those around me and overwhelmed by the fatigue of the
four days and three nights' journey, from Cluj to
Birkenau, I squatted down. I had not seen
anything distinctly, I only saw the blurred image of a
huge crowed and of a white, blue-dotted header chief
fluttering over it. The white, blue-dotted header chief
my mother used to wear every Friday evening when she lit
the candles1.
I tried to jostle and elbow my
way to the barrack door, squeezing through the hundreds
of deportees surrounding me. And I kept thinking of
mother sitting at the head of the table, in front of the
candlesticks, her hands raised in prayer and her face
glowing with the light of the seven candles, and
radiating love and kindness as if she were as ain't. But
one image alone kept obsessively recurring before me
eyes: a white blue-dotted header chief appearing now and
then among the hundreds of unfamiliar heads jumbled
together, appearing and disappearing in that strange
column of mothers, children's, sick and old, implacably
dragging towards the gas chambers.
After an hour or perhaps two of
struggle I managed to get out and I calmed down a little.
Lying on my belly I raised my head. The sky was covered
with wreaths of black, violet-blue hooking smoke, chasing
one another, running into one another and blending,
reeking the nauseating smell of burnt flesh. Somewhere,
the pitch darkness of the night turned red and that
particular red spot where the wreath of black,
violet-blue smoke gathered attracted my eyes like a
magnet. Now and then the smoke cleared away and huge
flames blazed on from that red spot. Fascinated and
awe-stricken by the hallucinating dance of the
awe-inspiring flames, I stood stone still, gazing at the
red spot sending forth flames. And all of a sudden, in
their unreal light I saw in a flash my mother's tearful
face, her eyes so full of woe as if the grief of the
whole world had been gathered in them. My head dashed to
the ground as if thunderstruck. And that moment I
realized that the elderly Häftling had
told the truth, I realized that never would see my mother
again
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Müde
I did not hear this word
in the camp. Throughout the ordeal I went through, nobody
ever asked me Bist du müde? Are you
tired? And how tired I was. And how tired was my
soul.
First it was my hands that got
tired. They got tired by grasping the shovel and loading
and unloading sand from the vans. They got tired by
hitting the frozen earth with the pickaxe, by removing
huge layers of snow from aerodromes and high-ways, by
carrying stones, large stone, weighing 30 or 40 kg each,
with sharp edges which cut into our hands. And when I was
punished and I had to kneel and stretch my hands forward
holding a large stone in each hand, I always felt that my
end was drawing near.
Then my shoulders got tired,
under the burden of cement bags, rails, tree trunks, iron
bars and wire, under the burden of my fellow-inmates'
corpses. After twelve hours of carrying cement, or tree
trunks, or rails or iron bars
on the way back to
the camp we had to carry along those who had no longer
resisted and collapsed under the weight they had on their
shoulders. But perhaps my shoulders got tired mostly
because of the strokes. The Kapos had not
riding whips but cudgels. And with their heavy cudgels
they hit us over the backs and shoulders.
I was scared to death when I
felt that my legs started to fail me. When standing at
attention at the Appell, when marching or
passing with a cement bag on your shoulders in front of a
Kapo or SS-man and you felt
your legs no longer obeyed you, the only thing you could
think of was death. And my legs showed signs of weakness
very soon. My knees started to shake as early as the
first stage of our ordeal, on that sultry day of June 6,
1944, when wearing I no longer remember how many shirts,
pullovers, a suit of clothes and an overcoat, carrying a
backpack on my back and other two bales in my hands, I
was dragging myself along from the ghetto to the railway
station, to set out toward the last halt in our lives.
Then, during the endless daily roll-calls which lasted
four or six or ten hours in camp E of
Birkenau and then particularly in winter
1944 at Kaufering and Landsberg
I violently felt how tried my legs were. We
marched from the camp to the Mohl forest through the high
snow which kept sticking in successive layers to the
soles of our wooden clogs and every step was a torture.
Trying to pull but my leg from the knee-high frozen snow,
the cement bag fell off my shoulders. And when I bent to
raise it I instantly felt the burning pain of the cudgel
stroke on my back and I collapsed over the cement
bag.
My eyes were tried too.
Then, there
at Birkenau
during the first weeks the over one thousand
teen-ages in barrack No. 21 of camp E
weeded for all those we had parted with at our arrival on
the platform and who were taken, they told us, straight
to the gas chambers. We did not believe, we could not
believe what the older said about crematoria and yet we
cried day and night, we cried our eyes out. we gazed at
the flames bursting out through the crematorium chimneys
and cried. But soon the black, choking smoke, which rose
over the camp, dried up our tears. We had spent our tears
in mourning our dead. Our red-rimmed, sleepless eyes
burnt by snow gusts in the forests of Bavaria, grew
hollow and dim with the suffering and tortures we
endured.
My whole body was overwhelmed by
exhaustion. Baking under the August sun while standing
motionless at attention at Appell or
helplessly lying in the mud of Birkenau in
wait for a new selection; wet and chilled to the bone by
the endless cold autumn rains; covered with but some rags
to fight the frost of Bavarian forest which froze our
blood, sore with bleeding or festering wounds, sapped by
all possible and impossible diseases; lashed, stroke with
the cudgel or the rifle butt, beaten black and blue or
trampled under the heavy boots of a Kapo or
SS-man, the body was worn out.
And yet, it was soul that was
most weary. One by one all its strings broke. The first,
in spring 1944, when mother sewed the yellow star on our
clothes
when we entered the ghetto
when we
left the ghetto and made for the railway station carrying
all our belongings on our backs. Then, on the way to
Auschwitz
then when I parted with my
family
when I learnt that they were no longer
alive
and then every time a fellow inmate was
killed.
Eating my heart out trying to
imagine the faintest chance to hold out to the end,
tortured by the thought that if a miracle happened and I
survived I would be alone in this world, with neither
parents, nor brothers and sisters, with no relatives and
friends, my soul was so dark and weary that beside that
weariness I no longer felt anything.
And yet, during the whole ordeal
I went through, nobody had ever asked me "Bist du
müde?" Are you tired? And how tired I was,
and how tired was my soul.
I cannot even remember now when
and how have I learnt that word, müde,
tired. I don't remember because we never used it.
When a Häftling fell flat to the
ground during Appell or marches when he
dropped the stone he carried in his arms and he threw
himself to the ground to prevent it from rolling down the
slope, the others near him asked him "kanst du
noch?" Can you still hold out? While he, panting
for breath stammered: "Ich kann noch" I can
still hold out
but help me fellows, don't let me
down. The Häftlings helped him to his
feet, supported him for a few moments till he could
resume his standing at attention, or marching or climbing
the slope with the stone on his back.
But if the
Häftling had the ill luck to be seen by an
SS-man he could hardly escape
death.
--- Auf! Verfluchte
Hund!
schneller
weiter
machen1 the SS-man
yelled accompanying each word with a stoke of his riding
whip, then kicking him with his heavy, spiked-boots which
torn the detainee's flesh.
Straining himself to rise to his
feet or to raise the stone the
Häftling begged for mercy: "Herr
Scharführer
ich kann
noch2
" Although the strokes grew
stronger and strength failed him, he still kept on
begging: "Herr Scharführer, ich kann
noch
" None of the tens, hundreds of
Häftlings who had collapsed on the
Appellplatz3 or while marching
towards or back to the camp carrying cement bags, rails,
iron bars or stones on their shoulders ever admitted that
they were müde, tired, which would
have meant to instantly abandon themselves to death, but
straining their every mere to prolong their life by one
day, one hour or one moment, they kept repeating till the
last breath, to the last drop of blood: "Ich
kann
noch
noch
" I still
can
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Münzkammer
All words, all phrases of the
lethal language I heard, understood and
learn at Birkenau-Auschwitz and the other
concentration camps my destiny took me to. They are
known, without exception to all survivors of the
concentration camp. I included in this dictionary only
one word, which I learnt in the ghetto before
deportation, a word unused in K.Z. but in
perfect consonance with the lethal language:
Münzkammer, mint.
While in The Reich, in all
countries where the Final Solution was
carried into effect, the sufferings of the Jews started
with the deportation proper, in Hungary, the Horthyst
gendarmes had commenced barbaric torturing in the very
ghetto, putting the people to incredible tortures in
order to find where they had hidden their alleged
treasures; as a result there were many victims in all
ghettoes, people being thrown half dead into the
wagons.
No one will ever be able to tell
when and who had first called
Münzkammer, mint, the room assigned for
tortures. Perhaps some witty brute, who saw how much gold
the tortures produced jokingly exclaimed, ignoring the
blood-stained walls: "Well this is a true 'mint'." The
nickname quickly spread to all ghettoes.
From the very first week of the
ghetto in Dej, a famous team arrived from Budapest to
work in the 'mint'. The rich and wealthy Jews were taken
with their entire family to a building near the ghetto.
Parents in front of their children, men in front of their
wives were beaten black and blue -- with the riding whip
over the soles or with the "good, old, traditional"
Hungarian bull's puzzle -- until they declared their
hidden valuables. In case they had none, they were beaten
all the same, until the brutes got bored.
"Day after day -- Singer Zoltan
recalls -- the people in the ghetto watched from behind
the barbed-wire fence those returning from the 'mint',
their faces pale as death, their eyes dried up of tears,
supporting one another. On wounded soles and bleeding
feet they dragged themselves along supporting one another
lest they should fall to the ground, they should
collapse. Who knows witch of them was luckier: the ones
who had indeed hidden or entrusted valuables and money to
some Christians for safe-keeping -- so they had something
to declare -- or the ones who had not hidden anything so
in vain did they keep beating them, for hours, days on
end, as there was nothing for them to confess.
On their way back from the
'mint' the people were staggering learning over another
for support, their faces petrified with horror
Who
could ever forget those nightmarish images of tortured
parents, dishonored daughters or children frightened to
death?"
Recalling the days that she has
spent in the ghetto of Satu Mare, Anna Molnar would
remember the Münzkammer, the 'mint'
with a shudder:
"Blood-curdling things started
to happen. A 7, Bathory Street, in a ghetto building that
had become famous by now, bandit-like gendarmes brought
over from Cluj, had organized a cross-examination room,
making use of instruments worthy of the Middle Ages. They
took ther4e all those who had presumably not declared all
their valuables or had deposited them with some Christian
friends.
Savagely beaten, half dead,
those who had been interrogated came staggering on shaky
legs out of that room of horrors. Quite often they were
carried on stretchers.
Horrifying screams broke the
silence of the ghetto dumbfounded with terror. Waiting
day and night for their turn to come, men and women,
their hearts thumping, their nerves strained to the
utmost, turned white as a sheet whenever they heard a
door creak... In the same building with us, the first
summoned to be cross-examined were my cousin and her
husband, we were anxiously waiting for them to return.
Poor Kato, their daughter, was waiting for them in the
street. Suddenly, sobbing desperately, she broke in a
run: "They are coming, but they cam hardly
walks".
They entered the door
staggering, trying to force a smile. My cousin had been
shown some mercy: only her arms showed the bruises left
by the bull's puzzle, but her husband a been beaten over
the soles till he fainted. His body was black and blue
all over. But he did not tell them anything.
Alexander Gerö, a factory
owner, was beaten to an inch of his life. Back home he
poisoned himself.
Engineer Farkas' wife was beaten
up so hard that she had to be taken straight to the
makeshift hospital in the ghetto. Pains for took her only
in the gas chamber of Auschwitz.
A woman in the opposite house
went mad. They didn't have where to take her so we heard
her inarticulate shrieks all day long. They awoke us at
dawn and did not us fall asleep at night".
Berner Mor wrote about the
cross-examinations carried carried out in the ghetto of
Targu-Mures:
"During the third week of May we
were faced with fresh wickedness. A detachment of
gendarme cross-examinations arrived at the ghetto. One
morning some ten-twelve names were called, people whom
the gendarme 'invited' to be "so kind and come together
with the members of their families to the police room"
specially arranged for that purpose near the ghetto
entrance. A few minutes later one could already hear
terrifying screams and cries and the dull sound of
strokes. We, the doctors, who had our 'consulting room'
in an adjoining room, were watching the staggering men,
women and even young girls coming out from
cross-examination. If a man did not confess, then they
summoned his wife and out her to the rack; they summoned
even young girls and beaten them up to tell where their
parents had hidden their proprieties. There were cases
when whole families were tortured seven-eight times. The
victims were hit with the bull's puzzle over the soles,
hands and stomachs -- men also over their genitals --
till they fainted. Then cold water was thrown over them
till they recovered consciousness and they were thrown
out only to be called in later on, in the afternoon or
the following morning when torturing was resumed. Fear
had sneaked in all tents. Women trembled for their
husbands; men were afraid in all their wives.
In the ghetto of Satu Mare
torturing had gained such scope that people would rather
be included in transports to the unknown than be obsessed
with the torture chamber. Mrs. Delman was called in for
cross-examination. She entered the 'mint' together with a
few others. "I was seized and forced to take off my shoes
-- Mrs. Delman, who survived deportation, declared
bearing testimony at the trial of Horthyst criminals in
the ghettoes of northern Transylvania, held in May 1946.
They laid me on a bench, one was pressing my knees while
the other with the other with hitting my soles with the
cudgel, till he got tired; then he rolled up my dress and
started to strike me all over the body. I cried, I
screamed with pain, but he kept beating me savagely and
then I was forced to run in circles round the walls. Then
they ordered me to put on my shoes. As my feet had
swollen, the pain was excruciating. Then they resumed the
cross-examination. I had nothing to declare this time
either. Then they repeated the torturing, taking off my
shoes, beating me up, and putting me to the rack. While I
was tortured some boss entered and demanded that I should
be treated 'more energetically'."
When she was finally sent back
to the ghetto, her body was broken, her feet so swollen
that two people had to help her back. A few days later,
when the investigating commission summoned her again to
cross-examination, she was so scared that she volunteered
to leave for Auschwitz by the first
train.
The brutes' behavior towards
women was sadistically beyond all bounds, bordering on
insanity. Stripped naked and whipped till red stripes
showed all over their bodies, if they still refused to
confess they were seized by the hair and their heads
smashed against the walls.
The wife of Nandor Weiss, a mill
owner, was lashed with the riding whip and the rod and
then they pressed her breasts in the door hinge till she
lost consciousness and collapsed.
Layer Miksa Géllert's
wife was whipped in front of her sobbing children. When
the whip coiled around her neck she fell choking to the
ground. The children, screaming, rushed to their mother.
The gendarmes pushed the children away kicking them with
their boots and continued to torture their
mother.
There were cases when the
husband, hearing his wife's racking screams, dashed into
the room shouting:
"Stop it! I'll tell you
everything!"
Sometimes, when
cross-examinations ended earlier, the brutes called in at
random girls between sixteen and twenty. They asked them
to take off their clothes and in case the girls hesitated
the cross-examinations tore off their dresses and body
linen themselves. Then they asked them where had their
parents hidden their valuables. The frightened girls told
everything they knew. The girl who had nothing to tell
was beaten black and blue.
In Cluj, das
Münzkammer, the 'mint' was placed
beyond the fence surrounding the ghetto. Blood-curdling
screams were continuously pouring from those room.
Relatives and friends, pale and frightened to death, were
waiting for the return of those interrogated. Michael
Géllert was summoned by a special messenger. The
brutes brought in from Kosice threw themselves on him,
putting him to unusually savage tortures to make him tell
were he had hidden his valuables. Naked, his hands and
legs tried, stroke by the gendarme with the bull's
puzzle, kicked by a second, mounted and punched by a
third, the man lost consciousness. They stopped beating
him only for a few moments. The poured cold water over
him till he recovered his senses and then everything was
started anew. Three times did they resume their
torturing. Then the mutilated victim was carried through
the ghetto yard and shown to the internees: "Look, this
has been Miksa Géllert! He has been Miksa
Géllert, now he is nothing but a rag. Let this be
a lesson to you! Anyone who conceals the truth and does
not tell where he has hidden his valuables is going to
share his fate!"
Randolph L. Braham, the reputed
American historian of the Holocaust summoned up the
Horthysts' crimes in their search for the proprieties of
the interned Jews:
"A special building in the
ghetto served as 'mint' -- the place where they (The Jews
-- O.L.) were tortured to confess where they had hidden
their valuables. The men were often tortured under the
eyes of their wives and children, women were beaten in
front of their husbands. The methods were unusually cruel
and barbaric: the victims were beaten over their soles
with rubber rods or cudgels, were snapped or kicked till
they fainted. Men were hit over their testicles. Woman,
sometimes even young girls were submitted to vaginal
checks made by volunteer collaborators and midwives who
did not shrink from doing it in the presence of male
cross-examinations. Some of the latter, sadistically to
the extreme, employed electric devices to make their
victims confess. They introduced one end of such a device
into the victim's mouth while the other was introduced
into her vagina, or attached to his testicles,
respectively. Such inhuman tortures made many Jews go mad
or commit suicide.
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